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Every Last Word Download ↠ 104 Tamara Ireland Stone ä 4 Download E introduces Sam to Poet's Corner a hidden room and a tight knit group of misfits who have been ignored by the school at large Sam is drawn to them immediately especially a guitar playing guy with a talent for verse and starts to discover a whole new side of herself Slowly she begins to feel normal than she ever has as part of the popular crowd until she finds a new reason to uestion her sanity and all she holds dear Books on mental health hit me in a way no other story does It s personal and intimate and I m seen and understood in a way I want to be seen and understood It s even better when these stories include therapy sessions and showcase the positive impact they can have A good therapist can do that It s made me want to read books on mental health and become of an advocate for it This particular story deals with OCD alongside anxiety I didn t know much about this book going into it and I preferred it that way Our main character goes on a journey of combatting her mental health and I particularly enjoy that just because I m able to see how it helps the main character and what parallels I can draw from their lives into mine Highly recommend it if you re into contemporaries want to find out on mental health and what it means to have good people and safe space around you Picking up all the books written by Tamara Ireland Stone Have been meaning to get to this for the longest of times And now thanks to Nadhira I am

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Every Last Word Download ↠ 104 Tamara Ireland Stone ä 4 Download If you could read my mind you wouldn't be smiling Samantha McAllister looks just like the rest of the popular girls in her junior class But hidden beneath the straightened hair and expertly applied makeup is a secret that her friends would never understand Sam has Purely Obsessional OCD and is consumed by a stream of dark thoughts and worries that she can't turn off Second guessing every move thought and word makes d This book is a saccharine sweet fairy tale version of a very real mental illness Obsessive Compulsive Disorder OCD as well as the very serious issue of bullying without true emotional depth It s the euivalent of ordering a black coffee at Starbucks taking a sip only to find out that you ve been given a caramel mocha instead It is unrealistic it is a Disney fied version of real life complete with a happy endingReal life doesn t work that way Mental illnesses don t work that way I know very well it doesn t work that way because I ve got itI have OCPD obsessive compulsive personality disorder It s a lesser form of OCD I don t obsessively count things I don t get massive panic attacks I don t get major anxiety attacks but I know what it feels like to have your own mind turn on you at times My mind is constantly racing at hyperspeed I can t relax It takes me 2 hours to fall asleep every night because I can t be at rest Like the main character in this book I have survived on very little sleep for a very very long time I m constantly tiredWhen something falls out of pattern in my day When I don t get a certain machine at the gym When I can t do this or that at a certain time I do not get major panic attacks over them but at the same time things just feel wrong Certain things minor to others will ruin my day Why can t you just use another machine It doesn t work like thatMost often if people ask I just laugh it off because honestly I don t care I feel like my OCD does make me a better person in some ways I know I work efficiently than most I know that my boss loves that part of my mind because it ensures I m THE BEST EMPLOYEE EVER because I will not let anything slip through the cracks I know that this part of my personality drives me towards knowledge because that too is an obsession I m not ashamed but I still know how the character in this book feels knowing you re not entirely normal and hiding it from most people you know so that you won t be judged because most people can and will judge anyone with a mental disorderI know I m not my mental illness I think I m an awesome person I m smart I m funny I m pretty good looking for my age But at the same time there s a part of me that just constantly whispers You re not normal You ll never be normal It takes a lot of effort go to through my day sometimesI know what OCD is and for me this book does not accurately portray it As I mentioned before this is a book published by Disney and it is for the dreamy Perks of a Wallflower crowd than anyone who truly wants to understand the depths behind this mental illness This book is far too sweet far too improbably far too unrealisticThe main character Samantha has OCD She is a repetitive thinker This feeling of obsession does not persist throughout the book her mental illness only resurfaces occasionally There is no feeling that she is constantly under the weight of this mental illness the way a real mental illness should be When I finally pulled into the driveway that evening the last digit was resting on a six so I backed out again and drove around the block a few times until the odometer stopped where it belonged And now I have to do that every time I park Everything in life is perfect pretty much understanding mom fantastic psychiatrist not all psychiatrists are that awesome I assure you and she is a part of the popular Mean Girls at school She hates them but she fits in perfectly well with them and she is perfectly able to disguise her OCD despite having been diagnosed with a severe form of it by the age of 10 I assure you this is not true in real life Nobody who has OCD can conceal it that well particularly not a child It is almost impossible that Samantha can fit in and disguise herself as normal to the most conceited most judgmental most observant group of girls on campus girls who have known her since childhoodAnd then there s the artificially sweet and improbable artsy fartsy little Poetry Corner with whom she falls in when she tries to make some true friends people who understand her people who express their emotions through words and poetry and song A private little club that nobody knows about Gag me really Real life doesn t have this shit As I scan the room taking in the slips of paper scattered around me I think I catch Caroline and pixie cut girl look at each other What is this place I ask again hearing the amazement in my own voicePixie Cut answers me We call it Poet s Corner Real life doesn t have friends with whom you can constantly click with whom you immediately reveal your inner selfThis book not only deals with OCD but with the issue of bullying and it deals with it in a manner that feels completely false The main character may not be a bully herself but she does so out of peer pressure Her group the Mean Girls have constantly taunted and made fun of others whom they deem inferior A A A Andrew to the tune of the Chia Pet jingle and then she starts cracking up How can you not remember Andrew That kid stuttered so badly he couldn t even say his name We used to follow him around singing that songYou have to remember this Oh God I do It s all starting to come back to me and when she sings that horrible song again I can see Kaitlyn and me in our skirts and ponytails trailing behind him on the playground while he covered his ears tears streaming down his face trying to run away from us We never let him get far Bullying is a very very serious issue and this book does not give weight to it It glosses over the fact that the character was a bully It never truly delves into the mental process and the depths behind such an act The main character feels bad about it she feels a lot of remorse but there is never any feeling of true emotion or sincerity upon her reflection into it There have been a lot of bullying stories in the news There s so much that goes on in the mind of a person who tortures someone so much This book should have portrayed the feeling of self hate of insecurity of the darkness in the mind of the person who does the bullying In my opinion this book completely failed at itAgain this is a Disney fied book about mental illnesses and bullying I understand that the author does not have OCD and she is doing her best to portray a mental illness One does not have to have a mental disease to write about it but a book about such serious issues should feel realistic and relatable to the reader and particularly one who suffers from it This book failed to do that for me

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Every Last Word Download ↠ 104 Tamara Ireland Stone ä 4 Download Aily life a struggle and it doesn't help that her lifelong friends will turn toxic at the first sign of a wrong outfit wrong lunch or wrong crush Yet Sam knows she'd be truly crazy to leave the protection of the most popular girls in school So when Sam meets Caroline she has to keep her new friend with a refreshing sense of humor and no style a secret right up there with Sam's weekly visits to her psychiatristCarolin FINALLY A mental health book with excellent rep I m soI m so freaking emotional right now This was incredible and you could feel the realism the love and the respect on every page It also totally highlights how having a mental illness can be devastating but noooo it doesn t have to ruin your life Your brain being different isn t crazy or broken or wrong and I justthankkkkk you to this book for existing I feel like I ve read so many crappy reps of mental illness lately it s just encouraging to finally read one that a cares about mentally ill teensb actually has POSITIVE REP of medication and therapyc has lovely and supportive parentsd doesn t use romance as a curee shows dark sides but also ways to build yourself back upf SAYS YOU CAN STILL BE MENTALLY ILL AND HAVE A GOOD LIFEAlso one thing I REALLY liked about the therapy too is that it was professionally done Like usually with books it s two teens doing their version of therapy like exposure therapy is a huge one and it s always so problematic imo because therapy needs to be done with a professional Sure you can do things for yourself and with the support of familyfriends but I hate hate hate the trope of two potential love interest teens doing therapy together and falling in love THIS DIDN T HAVE THAT AND I AM GLADAlso so Sam is sort of part of the in crowd at school and she knows they re pretty poisonous but she doesn t want to leave When I saw this in the blurb it was like cue eyeroll I m so tired right now But it was reallllly well done Like Sam s ueen B friends were yes really nasty at times but they were also PEOPLE So they were kind and sometimes funny and just They were real people so not cliche at all But ultimately still poisonous haha I also really relate to Sam not wanting to leave because sometimes having friends who passive aggressively wound you is still better than nothing HEART BREAKSbut I just like how Sam ended up dealing with this aspectOK and Sam Best narrator She was interesting and scared and complex and just ahhh HHHHHH The kind of narrator I love to read about honestly 3 Her OCD is also about thought spirals so like in Turtles All the Way Down and I m sooo glad it was repped like this because it was done so wellAlso author s note says she consulted with multiple doctors about her rep AND she based it off a 14 year old girl who had input as well CAN I JUUUUUST SAY THIS IS HOW YOU SHOULD DO MENTAL HEALTH IN BOOKSAnd also the only reason it s not 5 full stars is just because while I totally adored it it didn t UIT hit me as deeply as some of my other total favourite books have So this is nothing against the book Just me still hungover from The Cruel Prince It s like a 45 starsAnd AJ Sam the cutest It was seriously sooo stinkin cute And AJ was an anxious guitar playing cinnamon scone as well so basically what is not to love here I also liked how their relationship was healthy Imagine that HEALTHY ROMANCe Omg this book is just hitting me in all the feelsI shall go sit in a bucket of cornflakes now I m in so much appreciation wow


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    Read [ Every Last Word epub ] ☆ Tamara Ireland Stone Special thanks to NetGalley and Disney Hyperion for this review copy This book was phenomenal It was one of the best young adult contemporaries that I've read that deals with mental illness The main character Sam has OCD which is an anxiety disorder I suffer from an anxiety disorder too so I really wanted to read this and see how I could connect with it and how well Tamara Ireland Stone portrayed it I have to say she did this fan

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  • Hardcover
  • 358
  • Every Last Word
  • Tamara Ireland Stone
  • English
  • 12 October 2018
  • 9781484705278